Can you imagine how Jesus’ followers would have felt when all this happened?
Many of them gave up everything to follow Jesus over the years, walking away from their homes, families, and day-to-day commitments. When they made the choice to follow Him, they had an expectation and hope that it was all going to turn out a certain way. They would have felt that following this unknown (at the time) man who was teaching about a different kind of Kingdom during the reign of Caesar Augustus was ultimately the best decision they could make in that moment of their lives. Although they didn’t totally know how it was going to turn out, they took this step of faith forward.
It didn’t turn out how they expected
Thinking about everything they gave up…
Thinking about all they had invested…
All the time they poured into following Him…
And this is how it ends?
I wonder if they thought to themselves, ‘What a waste?’
Have you ever had that internal thought when things didn’t turn out the way you expected?
Maybe you were told to study a certain field when you graduated high school because in a few years there were going to be tons of jobs waiting for you. So you listened and spent 4 years getting that degree, only to discover there were no jobs waiting for you.
Maybe you made the decision to move to a new city because you felt that was the best step to take in that season of life. You had hopes that it would look a certain way as you began a new chapter in your life; however, you look at the results and they aren’t what you expected.
Maybe you met someone who you thought was going to be “the one.” You spent time getting to know them, eventually started dating, and thinking you would be with them forever. Unfortunately, today you are no longer with them – it didn’t turn out the way you had hoped.
All that hard work…
All that effort…
All that time…
What a waste.
There’s another way to look at it, though, because when you add one more word to the story of Jesus, it changes everything.
What if you added that word to your story – to the area of your life which didn’t turn out the way you expected? Does it change how you view the big picture when it comes to your education, career, or relationships? It’s not a waste because your story is still in progress and you are yet to know how it’s all going to turn out.
Theologian Soren Kierkegaard once said, “Life can only be understood backwards; but it must be lived forwards.
The regular human beings who followed Jesus in the Bible didn’t have the luxury to just turn the page in the New Testament to see what would happen three days later, they could only live life forward despite their emotions and internal thoughts. However, today we have the privilege to look backwards at Jesus’ life, and because of the resurrection, it changes how we see everything.
Nothing in Jesus’s name is a waste so when you look back at the areas in your life which didn’t turn out the way you expected; My prayer is for you to experience this resurrection in your own story so you may be renewed moving forward.
Youth for Christ Canada
(Written in for Love is Moving Magazine – March/April 2019)